My Baptism Day

Today is my baptism day. I am so happy and thanks God for enable all these to be happened. After gone through all the classes, I absented twice the class as admited at hospital for the operation, after gone the test, after the testimony and finally today is the day. Thanks God. I will ganbateh to be better :-).

I was in front there for baptism but my honey at the back here only able to capture this :p

Gift from ElVon, so nice!!!

Gift from SeokPeng and her sisters, nice and my honey like the fish shadow that casted on wall.

Fencing

My honey learned fencing since primary school, he used to do fencing with his best friend - SinChian and sometimes his own brother. The open area right in front of our house allow them to do this activity and they like to do it during Sunday morning before they head to enjoy their bak kut teh at Selayang. SinChian's wife love that bak kut teh hehe :-). I was forbidden to eat sobs sobs :p. After all, I managed to take some photo while they are fencing. Too bad they are not in full fencing suit, else with the total white shirt and total while long pants, I guess a lot of girls will think they are the prince charming as both of them are so tall. Anyway, my honey always is my prince charming although fencing with this kampong boy style haha. Thanks for loving me, this useless and ugly wife :p. Thanks for all your supports and I love you, Nini.

Meet my old friends

Finally, I get to have lunch and had a nice chat with my old friends, we know each others since uni time. It really was a great time we studied together, hang around at each other's house and sometimes at mamak in the middle of the night. You all still look the same after for so long time I didn't get to see you all. Carrey still pretty and fit, Alex seems gains some weight but I think you look better now ;-). I am very happy to hear that CheeTung get a hairstylist as girl friends, after so many years he is single and seems not interested in girls :p. PohCheang and SengKit still look the very same and seems get thinner and thinner. I really hope soon you both get girl friend as your lovable and suitable life partner. Thanks you all dropped by at my house to pay me a visit, thanks for the lunch, thanks for the nice long chat. May God bless you all.

My Testimony

信主见证

我自小在一个道教家庭里长大。小时后，妈妈有空就会带我到佛庙里去拜拜，我学会了念佛名号，念心经。读书的时候我都会求普萨保佑我考试顺利，还好吧，我完成了大学学士学位。出来社会工作也差不多有十年了。我是个随缘的人，不会去强求某些东西。近这几年来，由于工作忙碌，工作压力大，我在不知不觉中变了。我变的很容易发脾气，小小事情我也会很不开心。可是我很笨，我把这一切都放在心上，偶而也有找人来发泄，但我并没有让他留在心中太久。回想起我准备婚礼的一年当中，我对传统的礼仪有很多的不满。我丈夫的家人都是基督教徒，我为了不麻烦两家人，自己想法子去让大家用最简单的方法来解决，我太天真了，传统礼仪里有太多东西是没有原因但是一定要做的。我不知道是不是发生了太多这些使人厌烦的事情，我在婚后一个月得了肺癌。

我还记得我知道关于主耶稣的事迹是在一个名为“向世界出发“的电视节目。主持人解释了圣父，圣子，圣灵三位一体的神，在以色列实地拍摄主耶稣如何拯救世人而舍了他自己的生命。我觉得主耶稣很伟大，当时很感动，想知道更多关于基督教的事。在我生病以来，我看了很多朋友送我的书，有的是佛教，也有是基督教的。看了书，也有人来告诉我，我之所以会生病是因为我前世害了人，他们来找我报仇了，要拿我的命。我听了后觉得这轮回，前世后世的系统不公平。我被惩罚也该让我知道我前世做了什么，来世要修行救自己，如果变了动物怎么办呢？我觉得非常非常无助。后来，我的好友和一位小学老师来拜访我，送了我一本圣经。他们告诉我，只有基督教里有一位真神，佛教是一种教导，要靠自己修行的，我非常同意。就在2008年的最后一天，在好友雪萍和林老师的带领下，我在家里接受了主耶稣。那天我哭了，但是我很开心，心中有了一份平安。

老实说，信主耶稣以后，我很开心不用再烧钱了，不再点灯，烧东西给死人了。我把钱捐给教会，真的可以帮到别人，不是好过给死人吗？信主耶稣以后，我每天祷告上帝，祈求主耶稣医治我。我把我的生命交与上帝，我接受上帝的一切安排。我心中欢喜主耶稣是我的救主，我也深深相信只有主耶稣是我可以信靠的，只有主耶稣能医治我。我也努力做好自己，我要做个荣耀天父的儿女。我不再乱发脾气了，我学会站在别人的立场来分析事情。不对和不喜欢的事情，我学会了坚持。看开了后，日子过的比较开心了。只是偶而我还会因为生病带来的痛苦而哭了。我还有很多可以改进的地方，我得加油了。愿主耶稣赐福于我，与我同在。

Amazing things happened!

Today, two amazing things happened on me and thanks God for all these.

This morning I was driving to Old Klang Road to attend the Elpizo Cancer Support Group at Logof Church, I only knew the way to Old Klang Road from my x-office which is the turning out from Sungai Besi highway at Desa Water Park. I am thinking to get there by the same way as I was a bit late and hoping that I can get there without any delay. Too bad that I miss the Desa Water Park turning and I turned on the next exit which is to Jalan Kuchai Lama, I am thinking to find a U turn, but somehow I end up at NPE and I reached a toll, I was lost and I don't know where am I. Hence, I pray to God, asking God to lead me to Old Klang Road. Not long after the pray, I saw a sign board beside the road sound Old Klang Road!!! Thanks God and I just followed those sign board and finally I found Logof Church!! This is so amazing, the glory belong to God, praise God!! I have a great experience at Logof Church, the stories of Dr Andy Lim is so amazing, he is healed by Lord Jesus from Nose cancer 25 years ago. Thanks Dorothy for invited me there.

Secondly, again I would like to thanks God and praise God for this wonderful things that happened, I received the cheque from my insurance company as my claim for the female disease is approved. At first, the doctor told me that I might not be able to get this claim although my ovary was removed but it is not ovary cancer as the cancer cells are from my lung, anyway I just give it a try and thanks Lord Jesus that finally I got the money, it does really help me to settle my chemo bills as I can't use my medical card at Wijaya Medical Center, it is still not yet with hospital status, not yet be the panel hospital of AIA. Thank you Lord Jesus.

BaBa Boo

My cute little niece is with me at my mom house today. We are helping my sister to take care her. I asked her to be my model and ordered her to post beside her favourite cartoon character - BaBa Boo. Actually the bear name is Winnie The Pooh, just that when she was much younger time, we introduced to her Winnie the Pooh and somehow she just keep repeat saying BaBa Boo, hence we all also called that yellow bear BaBa Boo, even my father did called it BaBa Boo too!!

Her smile was so cute :-)

My best friends

I always received beautiful flowers from my best friends once they visit me. I have 3 best friends in my life, they are my friends since school time. We did share a lot of nice memories, time we studied together, time we do school project together, time we attended art class together to do some artitic hand from semen, time we attended pertanian class together to give water to our kangkong, our corn and so much more... Time flied and we all married except the prettiest one, too much choices for her to pick I guess :p. Anyway I hope soon we get to attend her wedding party. Thanks you all for all the supports, the flowers, the yummy kiwi and many many caring from you all. Thanks God that I have you all be my best friends.

Tired ......

Today I have finished my first cycle of chemo. I am very tired and I don't look good today, white mouth and white face, haha sound so scary but actually just very weak I think. More cycle to come and along the way there will be tumour marker check and more scanning ahead. Doctor asked me how I feel today, he want to know whether is there any better symptom after the chemo drags. Seriously I really cannot answer the question! I don't feel pain even the tumours were inside my abdomen so I really can't tell, guess really have to check with blood test, ct scan or PET ct scan lo. Sometimes when you feel you are great but in actual it is not, and sometimes it is the other way round. There are always other possibilities exist no matter what, this is not a simple world! And thanks God that God will make a way. :-).