Tuesday - Pneumonia (Serious lung infection)

After done the blood at hospital, suppose I am thinking to rest at home for a day and Wednesday will be another appointment to see my doctor, he said he need to see me twice a week. Sigh, manatau early in the morning I started to feel breathless. Do you know that, there is one lucky thing, I shouldn't say is lucky, because I knew is all from my Lord Jesus, I knew He is with me, without Him, I can't do anything!!! This is so true. Just on Monday itself, while I am having my blood transfusion, my husband and I contacted Hospis Malaysia said that we would like to load a unit of oxygen-generator, even a week ago when people from Hospis visited me, I already requested but the only reply I got is "out of stock". Thru Hospis I can get a free unit, else I really have to rent it and it is about RM500 per month. Tuesday was a amazing day and I called again and they told me somebody just returned a unit and my husband quickly go collect it. Immediately I used that machine on Tuesday morning with serious breathless and coughing.

We drag until afternoon like that, my husband made a decision to send me to hospital with ambulance. Thanks God again I reached hospital safe and sound. Dato Dr Ibrahim requested help from Dr Navi, a specialist in chest and lung to help me, after x-ray, investigation......Dr Navi quietly told my husband that my situation very serious, ask him to prepare for the worst. My husband keep crying, I don't know why I didn't. I just quietly asked the Lord Jesus in my heart, am I going to see You soon, the Lord ? You don't give time to me to testify you anymore, to tell other ppl you are my Lord Jesus who the only one can healed me? no Lord, I want to testify You, give glory to You. Please allow me my dear Lord Jesus. I keep praying keep praying keep praying, God is good all the time, God surely will help me, I will not die but live and will proclaim what the Lord has done.....

Thanks Lord Jesus gave me this chance, I must be a better daugther to glorified You, Father in heaven. Please continue help me. I only can win with the faith in You, Lord Jesus. Thank you for everything Father in heaven, in Jesus name I pray and thanks. amen.

ps Guess I must gwai gwai wear mask liao :p

Monday - body no blood

I went to see Dato Dr Ibrahim at Wijaya this early morning. As usual my blood count was low and I told doctor that I feel weak, so 2 pile of bloods is give to me on that day at Pantai Bangsar so that I can claim insuran at later time. I sit at the chemo day care unit from morning until 7 or 8 pm I guess, it was a tiring process. I still remember while waiting the last few drops of blood to be finished, I watch the Thomas cup live show together with the nurse. Really cannot deny that Lin Dan from China really in very good skill and our Dato Lee Chong Wei memang not his standard enermy. As expected, Malaysia lost lo, no mirecle.