Yes, I am not strong, actually I am very weak.
Weak in both fizical body and spiritual soul. My faith also dropped every times I heard the bad news from doctor. After some cries then I always told myself I must live happily for the rest of my life, stay happy and be together with my husband. But in reality, sometimes it is just very hard to do so. I am not scare of death, all thanks to Lord Jesus. Reason is this :
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
[John 3:16]".
I want to live, I want to be together with my husband, my family few more years. This is my prayer to the Lord. I understand that it is God's decision, I only can beg Him, hence I keep praying to Him. Frankly, I do have time when my faith very low......"give up" do appear in my taught.....well, I really can't handle at all. I think I will just bring all these to the Lord. Only He can help me.
I use this to encourage myself:-
I will have no fear of bad news;
my heart is steadfast,
trusting in the LORD.
[Psalm 112:7]
Weak in both fizical body and spiritual soul. My faith also dropped every times I heard the bad news from doctor. After some cries then I always told myself I must live happily for the rest of my life, stay happy and be together with my husband. But in reality, sometimes it is just very hard to do so. I am not scare of death, all thanks to Lord Jesus. Reason is this :
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
[John 3:16]".
I want to live, I want to be together with my husband, my family few more years. This is my prayer to the Lord. I understand that it is God's decision, I only can beg Him, hence I keep praying to Him. Frankly, I do have time when my faith very low......"give up" do appear in my taught.....well, I really can't handle at all. I think I will just bring all these to the Lord. Only He can help me.
I use this to encourage myself:-
I will have no fear of bad news;
my heart is steadfast,
trusting in the LORD.
[Psalm 112:7]
4 comments:
We cannot give up. Always together.
~NiNi
Never give up, dear Leng.
You will make it, be strong and no fear.
God will hear you.
Love,
SW
Hi Cheryn, i've gotten my friend to purchase the DVD i wanted to get you from SG. I should be getting it during this CNY. Thereafter i will pass it to u. i was thinking of what to comment on your blog and amazingly today's Devotional material spoke i what i wanted to tell you :)
So i'm just going to post the devotional material here..
Jesus Is Willing, Be Healed!
Matthew 8:3
Then Jesus put out His hand and touched him, saying, “I am willing; be cleansed.”…
Do you know that it is God’s will for you to be healed? In fact, Jesus always healed the sick who came to Him. The blind, lame, maimed, mute, deaf and demon-possessed — He healed them all! (Matthew 8:16)
The Bible says that he who has seen Jesus has seen the Father. (John 14:9) You want to see what God is like? Look at Jesus! He never gave sickness to anybody. You never find Jesus looking at a person, a fine specimen of a man, and saying, “Come here. You are too healthy. Receive some leprosy!” In fact, when a leper came to Him for healing, Jesus, full of compassion, told the leper, “I am willing; be cleansed.”
Unfortunately, there are some Christians who say, “It is God’s will for me to be sick. God has some purpose, some mysterious purpose for my situation. It is all part of His divine plan and we shall all know in the sweet by and by, the reason why!” But these same people go to their doctors to get well. They take their medication and rest. Why do they do that if they really believe that God wants them sick? Doesn’t make sense, does it?
Come on, what makes perfect sense is this: God wants you well. He wants you whole. His will is for you to be healed! In fact, He is so willing that He took all your sicknesses and diseases upon His own body, so that you don’t have to suffer them today! He allowed Himself to be beaten and scourged, so that by His scourging — by His stripes — you are healed! (Isaiah 53:5) Since He has already suffered the sickness on your behalf, why should you suffer it today?
So my friend, if you are sick, know that God did not give you the disease. Read every healing miracle that Jesus did in the Gospels and see how Jesus is the Lord who heals you. (Exodus 15:26) Hear His gracious words, “I am willing, be healed,” and know that they are as much for you today as they were for the leper!
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I've also emailed you the material just in case you want a copy.
Never give up... Leng
Maggie
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