Just another entry

After a long idle...

It has been few months that I didn't write anything on this blog. A lot of things happened in these few months. I did an operation to remove my ovary few days before Christmas and I hardly walk after the operation. On my routine check up on December last year, found another tumor in my ovary. I did a check on my CT Scan reports and found that I don't have this tumor on May 08. I was very very sad with this news from doctor. Anyway, thanks God that the operation was success and I am ok now.

My intention to have this blog updated with my health status was to let my friends who care to have a catch at their eyes. However, at this moment, I don't feel like to write further on that but maybe I will write something else :-p

On the last day of year 2008, I believe in God and accepted Jesus as my lord, my God. Believe in God and bible do really comfort me. I will do whatever I can to fight cancer and leave the rest to God. Thanks God and thanks SeokPeng to let me know about God.

Alleluya

Santa is coming to town …

I went to shopping with honey. This month is the most beautiful month during a year as Christmas is coming. Christmas decoration at shopping malls always is the best; I feel it is the most beautiful season decoration. I have taken some photos and got them upload to my multiply site. Also this month got a lot of sales are happening and really is a good time to do shopping. My honey bought me a yellow sweater. I like it very much and I really need it as I get to feel cold in air conditional room. Most of my "lemak" gone. Also I need to shop for pants as most of my shorts are too big for me nowadays. My honey keep complains me as the "lat kor ran"!!

Yeah Santa is coming to town … times for Christmas song.

BOLT

On a Friday night, we 'cheong' to cinema near by for the movie BLOT. We were a bit late and so we just took the car that parked at ground floor. I sat inside for few minutes and begin to have vomit feeling. There ware some rubbish inside the car and it is smelly!! I suspect that is the reason for my vomit feeling. Anyway, I try not to think about it and focus on the movie. It was a funny movie. I am very happy to see my honey laughing and enjoying the movie. Both of us miss the part where the Bolt's number 1 fan – the hamster appears to meet Bolt as I went to toilet to vomit. I almost cannot make it till I reached toilet, lucky that I didn't vomit out on the head of the person who is sitting in front of me :p I don't vomit these days and I really have no idea I do vomit while watching movie at cinema. It has to be the car. How can he make the car became like … sigh. I am glad that my honey is not like that :p After all, I quite like the movie, it was fun to watch and I really enjoyed it.

There are another 2 movie that I feel worth to watch, "Dan In Real Life" and "Pineapples Express". Their stories are simple but you may have a good laugh by their humor. While watching the "Pineapples Express", we do feel the actor look familiar but couldn't recall what's his name until we saw it at the ending and just realize that he is the best friend of Spiderman - James Franco.

Rashes

I went to see doctor again, didn't do CT Scan but just x-ray and blood test. X-ray couldn't tell exactly how big the tumor, but we able to see that it didn't grow bigger. The tumor maker from my blood test result still show very high reading. Doctor explained that it could be due to the medicine – Iressa, the maker turned to be not reliable. However, doctor seems very happy to see my faces got rashes, quite bad actually the rashes. The worst the rashes then the better the effect of Iressa. I do hope my rashes is getting more worst. It sound a bit crazy, isn't it? Hoping to get more rashes, actually I hope to get well soon :-)

Ingrown Nail

One of my fingers is sick! I guess is the new big nail cutter fault. Maybe I cut the side too low and caused ingrown nail. At first I taught it is just some virus infection but it last for weeks still not getting any better and at last I went to consult doctor. Doctor gave me anesectic and cut one side of my nail out so that it won't continue hurt my finger. Very pain ah sob sob!

Long Vacation

It has been quite some time that I addicted to PSP game :p. I have finished some of them:- Downstream Panic, God of War, Dinner Dish and Loco Roco. It is really a good present from my honey. It helps to kill time while waiting for doctor at hospital. It also helps to keep my mind to focus on game. Game can keeps my brain to react faster and think more. Some puzzle really not easy to solve!

I try to walk more at home. At least now I seem only able to do simple and slow exercise, guess walking is the best. I try not to sleep so much :p. I will get breathless very easy and follow by serious coughing after some aggressive exercise.

The newspaper caught my eyes few days ago. It reminds me one of the nice quote from the movie "Long Vacation" – It is actually God give you a long vacation when you are in down time in life. Enjoy the holidays as once it is over, life will gets back to work!

Yeah, we should always be happy ya :-)

Follow up

I felt breathless after a short walk. I felt breathless also after some cough. I told doctor about this and he wants me to do CT Scan, is time to check and he worry thing getting worse as I felt breathless. As usual the nurse will poke the needle on my hand and the machine will inject the contrast liquid into my body. I really wonder what actually make the different! Sometimes I felt no pain at all, just felt something warm get into my blood and the warm feeling growth until it covered my entire chest. Sometimes, like this time, my hand felt terrible pain. After the procedure, my hand already swollen and the nurse keep pressing it tight. I really wonder is it the way the nurse poke the needle can cause the pain. Most of the time I heard nurse told me this: I am sorry, this one is not working, I need to poke another one! Hence, at the end there are always 2 or 3 plasters on my hands and arms after the CT Scan.

The scan report stated that there is unchanged on the tumor size. Doctor said it is stable and I need to continue with the Irresa. The x-ray film show that there is some radiation change, my sore throat is recovering from the radiation and this is the reason I keep coughing.

I got a wonderful present from my honey. It is a PSP I just finished a game called "Downstream Panic". It was fun and all 80 levels, not easy eh!! Now I am on my favorite game – God of War.

I am not just play game the entire day. I did some exercise after breakfast at the backyard of my mother's house. I also have the badminton session with my niece at the evening, if no rain and my niece have no tuisyen class to attend. Anyway I try to do more and more exercise.