Iressa

I did CT Scan again. The tumor size is 4*3*3 cm now. Yeah, it gets smaller, but there is water inside my lungs. I started to cough, quite serious. Doctor decided to change me to oral medicine. I was so happy to hear this as no more chemo :p

I bought the medicine called Iressa for one month, 30 tablets and it costs me about 7K!!! According to doctor that I belong to the group that has very good result of this medicine. I pray and wish this medicine really work on me. Pray pray pray, I need to pray harder.

Cry…

I did my 3rd chemo of Alimta drug. I am really tired and weak. The vomit feeling make me feel so uncomfortable. I didn't know how many nights I did cry and my honey hugs me tight. Chemo really make people suffering.

Panel Doctors

Doctor gave me 2 tablets of anti-vomit pills. Each of them costs about RM100! If I still have the vomit feeling and headache, doctor wants me to have brain scan. Lucky that I do really feel better and success done the chemo on 23 July.

I went to Hospital Besar once discharged. I need to meet the panel doctors of socso(perkeso) for my claims. I hope I could get the approval, as I need money for my treatment. I am going to reach the limit of 30K of my medical card.

There were 5 of them, the panel doctors sitting in front of me. I answered their questions but they didn't ask much. They have seen my CT Scan's film and asked me to go home and wait for the letter.

Need to sleep

My chemo has been delayed, as my white blood cells were too low. I kept feel like to vomit. I tried very hard not to. I was tired, very tired and I need to sleep…

Guo Lin Qi Gong

My honey and I went to FRIM early in the morning. We met the sifu of Guo Lin Qi Gong at the waterfall car park. Sifu teach me guo lin qi gong and I remember all the steps. Basically this qi gong is about breathing. It helps to breath in a lot of oxygen and must do at outdoor. It was quite tired as it took about 1 hour to finish. I found myself like a dead fish after the session!

Chinese Medicine

I went to see doctor at Hospital Tong Shin, the Chinese traditional medical department. The doctor is from China. He didn't talk much and gave me medicine for 7 days after he felt my pulse with his finger. I hope the medicine will help me. Doctor did mention that the result was not so good as the tumor only shrunk by 1cm after 25 RT and 6 Chemo. I do really hope he could help me to make the tumor much smaller. Anyway, I feel happy as long as it gets smaller. Ganbateh!!

Happy Birthday

My birthday. My mom and sister cook some yummy dumpling for me. I got a nice, purple color crystal bracelet from my younger sister. It is good for health and I like it very much. Today was a peaceful day. I play game – Diablo and I am happy :)