Long Vacation

It has been quite some time that I addicted to PSP game :p. I have finished some of them:- Downstream Panic, God of War, Dinner Dish and Loco Roco. It is really a good present from my honey. It helps to kill time while waiting for doctor at hospital. It also helps to keep my mind to focus on game. Game can keeps my brain to react faster and think more. Some puzzle really not easy to solve!

I try to walk more at home. At least now I seem only able to do simple and slow exercise, guess walking is the best. I try not to sleep so much :p. I will get breathless very easy and follow by serious coughing after some aggressive exercise.

The newspaper caught my eyes few days ago. It reminds me one of the nice quote from the movie "Long Vacation" – It is actually God give you a long vacation when you are in down time in life. Enjoy the holidays as once it is over, life will gets back to work!

Yeah, we should always be happy ya :-)

Follow up

I felt breathless after a short walk. I felt breathless also after some cough. I told doctor about this and he wants me to do CT Scan, is time to check and he worry thing getting worse as I felt breathless. As usual the nurse will poke the needle on my hand and the machine will inject the contrast liquid into my body. I really wonder what actually make the different! Sometimes I felt no pain at all, just felt something warm get into my blood and the warm feeling growth until it covered my entire chest. Sometimes, like this time, my hand felt terrible pain. After the procedure, my hand already swollen and the nurse keep pressing it tight. I really wonder is it the way the nurse poke the needle can cause the pain. Most of the time I heard nurse told me this: I am sorry, this one is not working, I need to poke another one! Hence, at the end there are always 2 or 3 plasters on my hands and arms after the CT Scan.

The scan report stated that there is unchanged on the tumor size. Doctor said it is stable and I need to continue with the Irresa. The x-ray film show that there is some radiation change, my sore throat is recovering from the radiation and this is the reason I keep coughing.

I got a wonderful present from my honey. It is a PSP I just finished a game called "Downstream Panic". It was fun and all 80 levels, not easy eh!! Now I am on my favorite game – God of War.

I am not just play game the entire day. I did some exercise after breakfast at the backyard of my mother's house. I also have the badminton session with my niece at the evening, if no rain and my niece have no tuisyen class to attend. Anyway I try to do more and more exercise.

Worry

I went to see doctor again. I just worry as I heard some sound while I breath. I wonder what wrong with my lungs, is it the water inside them getting more and more?? Doctor really busy as he got so many patients. I waited him from 1.30pm till 4.30pm. He told me that he got 4 new cases today at Pantai. Wow, really lot and lot people get cancer nowadays!

Thanks gods I am ok and doctor want me to do x-ray again 2 weeks later. Ganbateh!!!

Sucks…

I was planned to admit to hospital as I need to do x-ray and blood test. At first I have been told that I may use my medical card since 8 August after the 3 months replenish period. I just get to know that I have been given the wrong information! How can their service desk gave wrong information?? So unprofessional!!

They told me that the 3 months period is count from my first admission date but then later they said it count from the last discharge date. Their definition of last discharge date is not the last time I used my medical card at hospital, it is the last discharge date even through I paid myself the expenses. This also means that I can't admit to any hospital for my sickness for 3 months then only I get to use my medical card. I really really feel that my AIA medical card is SUCKS!

1st Anniversary

Today is our first anniversary. It is a date that we became husband and wife. We went to celebrate at Rakuzen. I like Japanese food. My honey ordered the yummy scallop and I really enjoyed it. I read in newspaper about cancer survivor, she did mention that if you feel like eating something, just go ahead. The only thing is not to worry after ate, if feel worry then better not eats. I agreed with her. I need to be notti once in a while :p


I attacked 2 scallop. “hmmmm, hao hao mei ya…”
The yummy scallop really gave me that feeling.
Happy anniversary, my dear.

Iressa

I did CT Scan again. The tumor size is 4*3*3 cm now. Yeah, it gets smaller, but there is water inside my lungs. I started to cough, quite serious. Doctor decided to change me to oral medicine. I was so happy to hear this as no more chemo :p

I bought the medicine called Iressa for one month, 30 tablets and it costs me about 7K!!! According to doctor that I belong to the group that has very good result of this medicine. I pray and wish this medicine really work on me. Pray pray pray, I need to pray harder.

Cry…

I did my 3rd chemo of Alimta drug. I am really tired and weak. The vomit feeling make me feel so uncomfortable. I didn't know how many nights I did cry and my honey hugs me tight. Chemo really make people suffering.