Tuesday - Pneumonia (Serious lung infection)

After done the blood at hospital, suppose I am thinking to rest at home for a day and Wednesday will be another appointment to see my doctor, he said he need to see me twice a week. Sigh, manatau early in the morning I started to feel breathless. Do you know that, there is one lucky thing, I shouldn't say is lucky, because I knew is all from my Lord Jesus, I knew He is with me, without Him, I can't do anything!!! This is so true. Just on Monday itself, while I am having my blood transfusion, my husband and I contacted Hospis Malaysia said that we would like to load a unit of oxygen-generator, even a week ago when people from Hospis visited me, I already requested but the only reply I got is "out of stock". Thru Hospis I can get a free unit, else I really have to rent it and it is about RM500 per month. Tuesday was a amazing day and I called again and they told me somebody just returned a unit and my husband quickly go collect it. Immediately I used that machine on Tuesday morning with serious breathless and coughing.

We drag until afternoon like that, my husband made a decision to send me to hospital with ambulance. Thanks God again I reached hospital safe and sound. Dato Dr Ibrahim requested help from Dr Navi, a specialist in chest and lung to help me, after x-ray, investigation......Dr Navi quietly told my husband that my situation very serious, ask him to prepare for the worst. My husband keep crying, I don't know why I didn't. I just quietly asked the Lord Jesus in my heart, am I going to see You soon, the Lord ? You don't give time to me to testify you anymore, to tell other ppl you are my Lord Jesus who the only one can healed me? no Lord, I want to testify You, give glory to You. Please allow me my dear Lord Jesus. I keep praying keep praying keep praying, God is good all the time, God surely will help me, I will not die but live and will proclaim what the Lord has done.....

Thanks Lord Jesus gave me this chance, I must be a better daugther to glorified You, Father in heaven. Please continue help me. I only can win with the faith in You, Lord Jesus. Thank you for everything Father in heaven, in Jesus name I pray and thanks. amen.

ps Guess I must gwai gwai wear mask liao :p