Weak

I was weak, very weak. I started to see only black after few minutes I stand or walk. The chemo drugs are really power. The nurse told me to eat more and she always complains that I look so pale. I need to eat more in order for the body to build back those cells that have been killed by the drugs. I do really try my very best to eat, my weight dropped to 52kg. Eat for living, I truly understand it now.